Monday, July 22, 2019

Finding Meaning

"I have nature and art and poetry, and if that is not enough, what is enough?"
~ Vincent van Gogh ~

As time passes and I find myself in the latter half of my time on this earth, I'm beginning to gain some insights into just what it is that makes life feel worthwhile and gives this existence meaning, especially as it relates to nature, art and their value to me personally. 

"Hidden Beauty"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
5" x 7" soft pastel on Pastelmat
Inspired by William B. Umstead State Park
While there is a certain joy in selling paintings, particularly to those who feel my artwork speaks to them on a deeper level than merely color or subject matter, I'm discovering that sales are no longer that important to me. Is it simply sour grapes because I haven't had a lot of success with sales as of late? Perhaps. But I'd like to believe it's more than that.

"Threshold of Patience"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
6" x 8" soft pastel on Pastel Premier
Inspired by Dunn Creek Greenway
On introspection, I find that increasingly what matters most to me is expressing my attachment to and respect for our parks, greenways, nature preserves and natural open spaces by painting my interpretations of these local treasures.

"Tiptoeing on the Edge of Summer"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
3.75" x 7" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix
Inspired by Horseshoe Farm Nature Preserve
I realized this most clearly after being invited to exhibit my works at some area nature parks and preserves. 

"When the Light Falls"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
7" x 5" soft pastel on UArt 600
Inspired by South Mountains State Park
There is virtually no chance of selling my paintings at these venues and yet the sense of fulfillment and purpose I experience when my artworks are on display in the very places that inspire them is something uniquely satisfying in a way that is unparalleled by any monetary success. 

"Fascination Falling"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
5" x 7" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix
Inspired by South Mountains State Park
Having my paintings sharing the same space as their natural world inspiration brings me a sense of arriving full circle, but no matter whether they are viewed in the parks themselves or merely online, if seeing my interpretations of these beautiful places inspires others to cherish, protect and support our parks and nature preserves, then that is more valuable to me than any amount of dollars in my pocket.

"Three Queens"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
4" x 4" acrylic on Da Vinci Pro Ultra Smooth Cradled Gesso Panel
Inspired by Eno River State Park

"My wish is to stay always like this, living quietly in a corner of nature."
~ Claude Monet ~

Sunday, March 3, 2019

So Much More Than Everything

"When I'm feeling sad, I simply remember my favorite things"
~ Oscar Hammerstein and Richard Rodgers ~

"Pictures of You"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 12" soft pastel on UArt 500
*This painting is not available.*
It's mind-boggling to me how much joy and love my dog, Frylie, and photographer husband, Steven, bring to my life. We share walks along the wooded lake trails, snapping photograph after photograph of the beauty all around us.

"Trick or Trail"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
10" x 8" soft pastel on Sennelier La Carte Pastel Card
*This painting is not available.*
We immerse ourselves in the colors of the forest on mountain bike rides while Frylie joyously runs alongside.

"Dog Paddling"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 12" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix
*This painting is not available.*
We follow the twists and turns of the river in kayaks, enveloped in the glittering sunlight bouncing off the water.

"The Meaning of Life"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 12" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix Smooth
*This painting is not available.*
Sometimes we just take a few moments to sit on the riverbank, meditating on the meaning of life.

"Through My Lens - Self Portrait"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 12" soft pastel on Sennelier La Carte Pastel Card
*This painting is not available.*
Other times we simply contemplate our place in the universe.

"Stop and Smell the Flowers"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 12" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix
*This painting is not available.*
Through it all, though, we make sure to always take time to stop and smell the flowers.

Tuesday, January 15, 2019

All That And More


“I think dogs are the most amazing creatures; they give unconditional love. For me, they are the role model for being alive.”
~ Gilda Radner ~

"You Swam Right Into My Heart"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 12" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix Smooth
*This painting is not available.*
My dog is truly my heart. He brings sparkle to my life.

"Aiming For My Heart"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
12" x 9" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix Smooth
*This painting is not available.*
He makes me laugh out loud. He exhausts me.

"King of Hearts"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 12" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix Smooth
*This painting is not available.*
He brings an ear-to-ear smile to my face. He makes me happy.

"Remember When We Were Young"
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 12" soft pastel on UArt 500
*This painting is not available.*
He keeps me active and exercising outdoors.


"An Adventurous Heart"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 12" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix Smooth
*This painting is not available.*
He makes me want to be a better person.

"Arrival"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
6" x 8" soft pastel on Pastel Premier
*This painting is not available.*
He gives me a sense of purpose. He comforts me by snuggling next to me when I'm sad.

"Creekhound"
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
6.25" x 9.5" soft pastel on Sennelier La Carte Pastel Card
*This painting is not available.*
He annoys me by barking every time a leaf blows by the window. He cheers me up when I'm feeling down.

"Playing Catch With My Heart"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
12" x 9" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix Smooth
*This painting is not available.*
He's always happy to see me and wags his tail like crazy at the sound of my voice. 

"Splashing Joy"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 12" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix Smooth
*This painting is not available.*
He gives me a reason to keep going.

"The Prince of Joy"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
10" x 8" soft pastel on Art Spectrum Colourfix Smooth
*This painting is not available.*
He's my protector, my guardian, my buddy, my faithful companion. 

"Free Spirit"
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
4" x 4" oil pastel on Da Vinci Pro Medium Textured Cradled Gesso Panel
*This painting is not available.*
He's my dog and my heart, and I can only hope he knows how grateful I am for all the goodness he brings to my life.

"Frolic"
© 2019 Tammy Kaufman
6" x 8" soft pastel on Pastel Premier
*This painting is not available.*

"Dogs are our link to paradise."
~ Milan Kundera ~

The Magic of Trees


"It is looking at things for a long time that ripens you and gives you a deeper meaning."
~ Vincent van Gogh ~

© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
soft pastels on Pastelmat
Trees. I love them. I feel a kinship with them. In the forest, I discover a wondrous sense of peace and calm that I rarely find anywhere else. By reading and studying author Peter Wohlleben's amazing book, "The Hidden Life of Trees", I'm also learning about the support and care they provide one another in the forest. As part of my therapy, I'm now working on connecting with that sense of unity and support described in Mr. Wohlleben's book via my own tree and forest paintings. The series of small paintings pictured above was inspired by a single view of the same forest over many months, and it was remarkable to me how much joy I found in painting these trees through the seasons. So I'm sure I'll be doing something similar again.

Monday, November 26, 2018

A Life To Outlive Me

"The great use of life is to spend it for something that will outlast it."
~ William James ~

As a result of my current mental health challenges (as well as my growing disdain for the rampant excessive consumerism everywhere lately it seems), I am transitioning away from actively marketing most of my framed works for sale. I believe we all want to leave our personal mark on the world in some way, and I'm increasingly finding myself drawn away from the noise of the marketplace in order to focus on discovering a quieter and more personally meaningful purpose for my life as an artist that will outlive me. 

"Live Like You Mean It"
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
11" x 14" soft pastel on Pastelmat
*This painting is not available.*

I continue steadfast in my belief that the true meaning of life is measured not in what possessions we have, but in what actions we take to support, encourage and protect the more vulnerable among us. Working to save our environment and animals in need remains particularly dear to my heart and an important part of who I am. Therefore, a limited number of my available unframed works are now offered for free as a thank you for donating to my supported charities, and I welcome inquiries about this (this offer is limited to those who can pick up the paintings in the local Wake Forest area, as I simply cannot afford to pay for shipping costs in addition to giving the works away as free gifts).

"Bee Honest and True"
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 6" soft pastel on Canson Mi-Tientes

My paintings are inspired by nature, and my hope is that receiving them as a free thank you gift for donating to my preferred charities will serve as a perpetual reminder of the support you've given to our natural world and the beautiful creatures who inhabit it.


"Pursuing Impossibilities"
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
6" x 8" soft pastel on Pastel Premier

The charities I support generally list on their websites suggested donation amounts specific to their needs, but any amount to these very worthy organizations is much appreciated.


"Sonata in Scarlet"
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
9.5" x 6.25" soft pastel on Sennelier La Carte Pastel Card
*This painting has already found a home.*

All my works may be viewed online here or may be seen in person at my home studio on a limited basis by appointment. Disclaimer - Please note not all works in the online galleries are available; I welcome your inquiry if there is a specific painting in which you are interested for the charity initiative.

"Treasure Island Dreaming"
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
5" x 7" soft pastel on UArt 320
*This painting has already found a home.*

I do still also have several framed paintings available for sale at the Main Gallery of the Kirby Cultural Arts Complex, 213 North Main Street in Roxboro, in the back room of the Main Gallery. Hours are Tuesday - Friday 1-5 p.m. and Saturday 10 a.m. to 4 p.m. 


"Woodland Gleaming"
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
9" x 12" soft pastel on Strathmore Artagain

I will continue to offer many of my unframed works available for sale, with profits donated to the charities I support as noted above. Please contact me to see these paintings in person, or they may be viewed via my online galleries. Please note, not all paintings in these galleries are available, and I make every effort to note those in their descriptions. Also, I try to photograph my paintings as accurately as possible but I cannot guarantee exact color match as monitors vary, and keep in mind there may be backlighting on your monitor that is not present in the actual painting, depending on the device you use to view the images.

"A Life Imagined"
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
6.25" x 9.5" soft pastel on Sennelier La Carte Pastel Card

I am pleased to report that every single charity on my list has already received significant donations this year. I'm forever grateful to everyone who has enabled me to use my artwork as a means of financially supporting these worthy causes, and look forward to continuing to support them for years to come.

"Beelieve in the Rhythms of Nature"
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
6" x 6" alcohol ink on tile
*This painting has already found a home.*

"Because when you get down to it, what we do has actual substance and meaning in a way that most people never engage with.  So for that alone, be proud of yourself - that despite the overwhelming tide of life -- you are still creating.  You are literally doing the impossible."
~ Jessica Prior ~

Saturday, October 27, 2018

Little Things Matter

"I'm disappearing, avoiding most things."
~ Roger Keith "Syd" Barrett ~

Too often lately I feel overwhelmed by, well, almost everything socially. Social media in particular seems overcrowded with sellers of all stripes clamoring to scream over each other as they try more and more to grab the attention of any buyers so that it's just all an intolerable cacophony of "buy my stuff!", "the holidays are coming!", "sale!", "special deal!", etc. Everyone pushing to do and be more, more, more and bigger, bigger, bigger than the rest, with an endless barrage of sales pitches and trying to loom larger than the competition. In the midst of all this tumult, I find myself in desperate need of retreat from the noise, so have been seeking refuge in the infinite beauty of the minuscule, the unnoticed, the smallest things so often overlooked and ignored. 

"An unnoticed corner of the world suddenly becomes noticed, and when you notice something clearly and see it vividly, it becomes sacred."
~ Allen Ginsberg ~

"The Sky's The Limit" Series
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
1.5" x 3" soft pastel micro-minis on Pastelmat

Creating tiny paintings is a painstaking and meticulous task, but one in which I'm discovering a unique sense of tranquility and respite. It's my way of metaphorically honoring the smallest and least among us.

"It has long been an axiom of mine that the little things are infinitely the most important."
~ Sir Arthur Conan Doyle ~

"Hope Blooms" Series
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
1.5" x 3" soft pastel micro-minis on Pastelmat

So I've been working on a few series of these tiny paintings as a form of my own personal miniature-therapy as well as showing my respect for the minimized and marginalized, pushed out of the way by the seemingly never-ending quest of the masses for more and bigger (but not necessarily better to my way of thinking).

"When you do something beautiful and nobody noticed, do not be sad. For the sun, every morning is a beautiful spectacle and yet most of the audience still sleeps."
~ John Lennon ~

"Not All Who Wander Are Lost" Series
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
1.5" x 3" soft pastel micro-minis on Pastelmat

Thus far I've found painting these micro-minis remarkably helpful in offering sanctuary from this current emotional storm and look forward to continuing this process and discovering where it may lead.

"Living In Freefall" Series
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
1.5" x 3" soft pastel micro-minis on Pastelmat

"Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does." ~ William James

"Fairy Tales" Series
© 2018 Tammy Kaufman
2" x 2" Acrylic on canvas

"I think of me being a painter eventually."
~ Roger Keith "Syd" Barrett ~